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Sunday, December 9th, 2007
5:16 pm - RPG time
7am on saturday. 1 pm on sunday
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Monday, July 31st, 2006
10:17 pm - The way to peace is....
Today I've seen a film about Mahatma Gandhi, Ben Kingsley play the part as Gandhi. I must say I'm touched by the philosophy of no-violence that Gandhi taught. In the end of the movie there's a line that somehow goes like this, 'pain and evil in the end will always loose to truth and love, think about it, it always loose'. I like that line.

It's true that sometimes we can't see how peace can ever happen in time of war, time of madness but isn't it because we give up in the way of doing the right thing? what's the right thing? it's the thing that every religion, every moral, every life can agree: be kind to each other;treat other people like we want to treat our selves;live in goodness;....love....one.....another. That's the thing that's always right, true love; unselfishness love;unrevenge love.

People are the same in everywhere, they're afraid of what they can't understand and blame other people for making them afraid which is foolish because you create that own fear in yourself. Of course no one can truly eliminate fear in themselves, but that not means that you can't try. Fight that fear and then you can fight other people fear. God will always help you if you ask in the right heart.

Actually there's no way to peace, peace is the way.
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Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
3:14 pm - Amazing
I just found out that my country win gold medal and silver medal in 37th IPHO (International Physics Olympiad) 8-17 July 2006 in Singapore. That's just awesome! Our students are brilliant!

the news in Indonesian language )

current mood: bouncy
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Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
2:44 pm - teh movie
Hm....there's a Death Note movie...

interesting...
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Monday, June 12th, 2006
11:53 am - to Helen
June 12th is the birthday of my dear friend, Helen. I hope you're well in Singapore. Although it's been a long time since we met each other. I can't stop thinking and wishing to meet you again someday. *raises my glass* Cheers.
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Tuesday, March 21st, 2006
12:55 am - Remember, Remember the Fifth of November
Remember, remember
The Fifth of November
The gunpowder treason and plot
I know of no reason why the gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot


I'm just back from watching V for Vendetta. For me, I like it very much. Have many political idea behind it but that's alright. Usually I don't want to get near anything about politic, that's kinda bad since we have to know what's going one around us, don't we? V for Vendetta story is about revolution against a totalitarian British government (dictator if you prefer). This idea of revolution brought by a a masked vigilante with a code name V. And of course what's a hero without a partner. Behold Evey, an ordinary woman, damsell in distress, rescued from a life-and-death situation by V. The rest is history (what you don't expect me to tell the whole story, don't ya?)

I wonder....this movie made me remember what hapenned in my country before. When the college students all around Indonesia strike to overthrown the government at that time. In unity we shall prevail! Prevail indeed. The trigger however is the shooting that happened in one of the university at that time. The shooting cause several student dies. No one knows exactly who shooting them. Many believe it's their government troops that send to 'calm' the student down. Many student being abducted, many missing and don't know what become of them. Our prayer is with them. After that shoot, then come chaos. Chaos that we can't forget even if we want to. It's a scar that remind us that people can be dangerous when they're mad. I'm sure this is not what the students wants but after that we then realise that you can't be a dictator for a long time and people should not keep silent. When they realised that, the course of the future flipped. It's true my country still try to get up after nasty fall but at least we know that it necessary to bring an end to tyranny. There's some line from the movie,

The people should not be afraid of their governments, governments should be afraid of their people

The truth is we're pretty much afraid of each other. Afraid of being rejected or afraid to love or afraid just because the other person made us scared. People with power usually either being comfortable with guards surround them or life every day afraid that someone might thrown them away from their power. Sometimes...we're so tired to be afraid, so tired to be overshadow by something we can't understand or to afraid to reveal. But when we found a reason, an idea to believe in, we'll survive and further more, we're free. If you believe in love and you experienced it, even when you feel pain you remember that you're being loved before, and no one can take that away from you. Remember, each time you said you love someone, what you said could save that person soul. Cause there's hope in love. It's true that love bring weakness to us because that's mean we need someone, but from weakness come strength to protect someone. That kind of strength could overcome pain and fear.

current mood: tired
current music: 24 by Jem
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Sunday, February 12th, 2006
4:00 pm - ConYuu fansite
I've been digging for ConYuu fanarts for quite sometime and I want to share it with my fellow ConYuu fans. I'll not put the pic here but the site that host ConYuu fanarts. I know that you can find it in Fanwork recs in the Links (our Underrated community Links) but I found more so here it goes (including what in the Links):

Fanworks site...lots of them )

And oh yeah before I forget, you can't take those fanarts and use it without asking the creator, ok? Just saying what's written in their site.

current mood: cold
current music: wise men - James blunt
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Thursday, January 12th, 2006
5:22 pm - In the spirit of Maruma
Since these days I've been into Maruma so much. I decided to talk about Conrad Hotel. Why? Because there's a character in Maruma called Conrad Weller and I think it'll be nice to know that there's an hotel bearing his name.

The History of Conrad Hotel (ganked from hilton website) )

It seems that there're 17 Conrad hotels: Conrad Bali, Conrad Bangkok, Mount Juliet Conrad, Conrad Tokyo, etc...

Conrad Hotel pictures(ganked from Conrad hotel website) )

current mood: hungry
current music: The sound of my stomach..growling
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Saturday, December 24th, 2005
1:59 pm - Merry Christmast!
Since in Indonesia it's already Christmast....

MERRY CHRISTMAST AND HAPPY HOLLIDAY!
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Sunday, November 13th, 2005
11:37 pm
ganked from senashenta

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Saturday, November 12th, 2005
11:28 pm - New eps. yey!
Badabum...bum...

It's cold now, the cold wind has come.

I've download KyouKaraMaou eps. 54 and 55 from Anime-kraze. Get to see Shinou, yey! He's cool. I can't seem to imagine that he has the same face as Wolfram. There's no much of ConYuu though. Although there's one moment when Al and Conrad fighting that 'bad mean person', Yuuri shouted Conrad' name only. I gues that's that.

I really want to read the novel.

I also checked D.Grayman. The story is alright. Its reminds me of deathnote and fullmetal alchemist somehow.

current mood: cold
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Friday, October 28th, 2005
11:28 pm - Tarot?

I am The Hermit

The Hermit often suggests a need for time alone - a period of reflection when distractions are limited. In times of action and high energy, he stands for the still center that must be created for balance. He can also indicate that withdrawal or retreat is advised for the moment. In addition, the Hermit can represent seeking of all kinds, especially for deeper understanding or the truth of a situation. "Seek, and ye shall find," we have been told, and so the Hermit stands for guidance as well. We can receive help from wise teachers, and, in turn, help others as we progress.

For a full description of your card and other goodies, please visit LearnTarot.com


What tarot card are you? Enter your birthdate.

Month: Day: Year:

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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
12:07 am
I Looked at detik.com......

read about bombing in Bali....

and react:

ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!HOW DAREEEE THEEMMMM!!!!!!!!!@#$@#$#%$##%#%$#%#@%$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

current mood: aggravated
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Thursday, July 14th, 2005
1:52 pm
I'm taking my word that Conrad like father too Yuuri, it obvious that the to of them're in such deep relationship...lover, I mean. I love them both, just get on together and make us happy!!
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Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
10:21 pm - Here Comes The King! Part 2
Like I promise ^^
kyoukaramaou )
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Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
11:15 pm - Here Comes The King! Part 1
Kyou Kara Maou!

I've just watched this anime and I like it! Here some informations about the characters:

kyoukaramaou )
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
11:37 pm - Yihaa!!!
*dancing with joy* I'm free! I'm free!^^

My thesis or final project finaly done. I'm soooo......happy and relieve. You don't know how pressure that thesis can be. I cried twice over 2004 because of my thesis.

I want to thank you all my Professors. They're very patient with me. I got B for my thesis! Yey!

Now I can relax. Do whatever I want. Drawing,reading manga,novel,sleeping. Sleeping first because I'm exhausted!

current mood: happy
current music: sound of happiness^^
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
9:06 pm
The New Year in Jakarta was very quiet. People still feeling sad after tsunami hit Aceh,Sumatra Utara. More than 80,000 people died. Most of them are children...too young to die. I'm really...no...we all Indonesian really gratefull for the help from other country. We here also give money, clothes, medicine,all that we can give to Aceh.

current mood: sad
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Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
11:57 am
Last night,the electricity in my house down. I don't know if it's because AC or there's just something wrong with my house. I hope it doesn't get serious.

I saw how the tsunami hit Aceh badly in TV. It seems that Aceh near the center of earthquake. India,Thailand,Srilangka also hit by tsunami. People afraid that there'll be another earthquake following the first. I hope not.

current mood: thoughtful
current music: Senorita-JT
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Monday, December 27th, 2004
9:09 am - bored
I love the picture

Fire
Your element is Fire: Strong, hot tempered,
powerful, and passionate. Well now lets see,
being fire you are quite strong and powerful,
people look up to you greatly and often seek
your protection. You have the ability to gain
many friends and you are always one people can
count on to do what you say you will do. You
are extremely loyal be it friends or family
you'll stick up for them and you are never
willing to put them in a position that could
hurt them. You know what roll you play in life,
leader, and you intend to let people know it.
Not everyone is capable of leadership but you
certainly have the willpower and flare to do
it. You have quite a temper if it shows itself,
one that can often lead you into trouble. Once
your mind is made up there is no changing it
but no one said that was a bad thing.


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